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Thursday, July 19, 2007

My Heart

My Heart - Elizabeth Barret Browning

ENOUGH ! we're tired, my heart and I.
We sit beside the headstone thus,
And wish that name were carved for us.
The moss reprints more tenderly
The hard types of the mason's knife,
As heaven's sweet life renews earth's life
With which we're tired, my heart and I.

II.
You see we're tired, my heart and I.
We dealt with books, we trusted men,
And in our own blood drenched the pen,
As if such colours could not fly.
We walked too straight for fortune's end,
We loved too true to keep a friend ;
At last we're tired, my heart and I.

III.
How tired we feel, my heart and I !
We seem of no use in the world ;
Our fancies hang grey and uncurled
About men's eyes indifferently ;
Our voice which thrilled you so, will let
You sleep; our tears are only wet :
What do we here, my heart and I ?

IV.
So tired, so tired, my heart and I !
It was not thus in that old time
When Ralph sat with me 'neath the lime
To watch the sunset from the sky.
`Dear love, you're looking tired,' he said;
I, smiling at him, shook my head :
'Tis now we're tired, my heart and I.

V.
So tired, so tired, my heart and I !
Though now none takes me on his arm
To fold me close and kiss me warm
Till each quick breath end in a sigh Of happy languor.
Now, alone,We lean upon this graveyard stone,
Uncheered, unkissed, my heart and I.

VI.
Tired out we are, my heart and I.
Suppose the world brought diadems
To tempt us, crusted with loose gems
Of powers and pleasures ? Let it try.
We scarcely care to look at even
A pretty child, or God's blue heaven,
We feel so tired, my heart and I.

VII.
Yet who complains ? My heart and I ?
In this abundant earth no doubt
Is little room for things worn out :
Disdain them, break them, throw them by
And if before the days grew rough
We once were loved, used, -- well enough,
I think, we've fared, my heart and I.

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

My Dream Bag


Huaaaa keren banget yang tas LV yang Neverfull ini...kayaknya masuk semua benda, moreover emak-emak kayak gue....cuma ngga usah pun ngomongin the "real deal" yang KW super aja bikin gue mikir hehehehehe...tapi gimana dong it is like the "it" bag gitu.....


Kapan yaaaa bisa beli niiih.....

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Jalan Ke Padang




Well yang ini I have to give the credit to my office meski we have love and hate relationship (who isn't by the way..)
Nah setelah dapet kemudahan to give advice where should the research be done..akhirnya terpilihlah Kota Padang..selain bla bla ada my best friend juga disitu. she's just moved in 3 months earlier so bagus kaann I could spend time and have a little fun after work.


jadilah si Iphie supir gue untuk beberapa hari hehehehehe thank you darling..


it's been 2 and half years since I went there sama Yufi ya..lotsa things has changed tapi yaa setidak-tidaknya ngga serumit dan semacet Jakarta. trus ada satu cafe yang kata si Iphie mayan decent and yes I admit it is pretty decent gue kasih nilai B lah untuk burger-nya karena rasanya emang lumayan enak gue sampe nambah 2 kali heheheh (atau karena lapar yaa..?) dan yang paling oke dari semuanya adalah pemandangannya..meski ngga sebersih di luar negeri sono (sayang banget yaa) tapi it does have a spectacular view especially sunset time..yang ini sempet gue nikmati hari pertama dan kedua meski pada hari pertama malemnya ada gempa lumayan heboh..

oiya yang lagi rame adalah desas desus tentang Sikuai Island, most who have visited the island say it is beautiful..versi murahnya kalo ngga sanggup bayar private boat ke Mentawai...hiksss padahal kemaren sempet ngobrol sama bule-bule yang pergi ke Mentawai, Mentawai is the most beautiful island with beautiful shores and amazing wave in the world tapi what to do guys..it will cost us a fortune to go there...unless your safety issue is not your major problem hehehehe


pinginnya sih mampir ke Bukit Tinggi tapi apa daya waktu dan uang tak cukup hehehe pinginnya next time ke sana lagi sekalian ajak Cica juga...


In overall perjalanan gue kali ini terasa menyenangkan mostly because I could see my best friend there, enjoying the days with myself (sorry baby...bukannya mama egois hehehe)


so till we meet again in Padang...hopefully soon.

My Princess has grown up...



aduh....sudah lama sekali ya...ngga ngisi blog..tadi pas mau ngisi malah udah lupa sama login-nya..


well mumpung kerjaan lagi sepi nih hehehe tumben banget...kemaren-kemaren kayaknya gilaaaa banget tapi seneng sih bisa ke Padang ketemu Iphie and Alhamdulillah banget akhirnya Allah yang Maha Besar give my best friend the miraculous gift she always wanted...semoga ya Allah diberi kemudahan selama 40 minggu penuh Amin Amin.


okay...now what...wah sekarang Cica udah besar banget udah 2 tahun 6 bulan....si Bunda aja bilang "gila ya perasaan gue baru mandiin dia kemaren masih di dalam bak bayi sekarang ya ampuun.."

iya emang she's a big girl now..can you believe it? I can't..it's really amazing pokoknya....

sekarang dia udah bisa comment on everything...trus suka sok tau....trus suka menolak untuk bobo....suka niru-niru..trus aduuhhh yang ini udah termasuk kronis..seneng banget jalan-jalan..apalagi kalo udah liat gue dan my hubby pake jeans....pasti langsung..."Cica ugi doong" pergi maksudnya...dia suka renang trus dia juga suka gambar...yang terakhir ini bikin gue agak bangkrut sebenernya, yap finger painting soalnya kemaren gue sempet nitip temen karena temen gue beliin yang sama untuk anaknya ternyata Cica suka banget tiada hari tanpa finger painting sampe nyokap bilang "emang sih dia jadi anteng tapi dia jadi semangat mewarnai semua tembok pake cap tangan.." hehehehehhe akhirnya si Mbak Imah yang wara wiri ngasih seprei dimana dia duduk dan ber-finger painting ria na yang bikin bangkrut adalah harganya emang rada mahal sih tapi ya anything for my princess deh..tapi sekarang ini si finger painting udah abis..jadi pake pinsil warna atau paek crayonnya auntie Ratu, yang pasti sih bentuknya udah ngga jelas gitu hehehe alias patah sana sini


selain hal-hal diatas tadi Cica juga sudah bisa memilih untuk pergi kemana, mau ngapain dan minta sesuatu..kalo diurutin sih sebenernya kesenangan Cica adalah



  1. Pergi-pergi meskipun cuma diajak Jida-nya ke Tip Top di pondok bambu itu udah bikin dia girang segirangnya kebayang kan kalo perginya rada jauh...

  2. Berenang karena dia udah bisa ngambang jadinya seneng banget kalo diajak berenang terakhir sih minta swimming board...meski harganya 38 ribu gue cek di Carrefour..tetep aja belum kebeli...kayaknya ia udah bosan pake yang di lengan itu..tapi demi safety...I'll insist hehehe.

  3. Gambar...sekarang ini medianya banyak dari mulai tembok kamar si Bunga sampe ke kamar nyokap gue..

  4. Stickers aneka rupa..oiya yang ini sempet bikin Si Bobby adik gue kerepotan karena ternyata Cica meninggalkan banyak sticker tertempel dengan manisnya di kaca jendela mobilnya. Selebihnya yang jadi korban-nya adalah pintu kamar gue, tembok keramik kamar mandi, pintu lemari ratu sampe pintu kamar si Budi cuma yang terakhir ini juga sukarela kamarnya ditempelin sih...

  5. apa ya yang ke lima..?

Cica juga udah mulai ikut-ikutan Ratu ke TPA sejauh ini sih sudah bisa baca doa Bobo, Doa mau pergi deh sama Basmallah Alhamdulillah sih...kepinginnya sih daftarin Cica ke PG di sekolah alam karena gara-gara ethnography kemarin jadi kesengsem cocok banget ama jiwa-nya Cica..tapi I think I have to very carefully screened the safety of the school environment..make sure ngga ada benda-benda berbahaya berterbangan dimana-mana dan at least para siswanya tetap diwajibkan memakai alas kaki.....ada beberapa kandidat sekolah sih...deket-deket komsen sana...tapi I still need to visit the school myself yaa..


Okay....kayaknya udah dulu yaaa nanti gue bikin blog lagi...